Finally Out
I have made some really horrible friendships in my life. I am not really sure if I did any more than the average person, but I definitely have made some huge mistakes with the people I chose to be around. High School was probably the worst of it all. For some reason I surrounded myself with many people who had so many self problems. People so insecure and unhealthy. I used to take it all out on myself. Saying that I was not good enough to have some real healthy friends. That whole perspective has changed significantly. I am so over my past life. The life I had before college. This last weekend, I went to Walla Walla University's graduation for my oldest cousin. I enjoyed myself immensely. Just being with my family and laughing our heads off as we always do. However, I did not prepare myself for the realities that hit me on that Sunday morning. I essentially came face to face with my old self. Being surrounded by many many people I used to have connections with, that I have since ab...